The doctor said my hormone levels were dropping. I have a D&C scheduled for tomorrow at 130p. Jason is keeping Nick, and Mom is going with me to drive me home. I have to be there at noon though. I also need to have him prescribe me more pain pills. It's unfortunate and it sucks, but I guess God needed them more than we did. The hardest part was telling Nickalaus that the babies had to go to Heaven to stay with bubby. That made me cry. I've been strong other than that. I won't lie and say it's not hard sometimes and I question whether or not I really want to do this again. After 2 miscarriage, a stillborn, and then miscarriage of twins it's disheartening. I do know that I've always wanted babies, not just one. Nick will be such a good big brother too, so we want another one and will let things happen naturally. I don't want to try to conceive, I just want to conceive.
The good is pretty great actually. We have been using the trooper which is Aunt Hing's, she however lives in California so no one else drives it. Anyways, I love it and have more room for Nick's long legs. So anyways, Aunt Shui came over today after Nick and I got home. I told her what was going on and she hugged me and said she was sorry. She then talked to Jason. She said her and the aunts were going to sell the Trooper, unless we wanted it since we use it a lot. Jason of course said yea, thinking we'd just pay the payments. They gave it to us! She signed over the title, and all we have to do is put it on our insurance. I am stocked! It's older than the Corolla, but it has less miles lol. I haven't had my own car since 2004. I've always had to share with someone because of money. Yay! Now I'm gonna buy some zebra print to put on the seats and put all my stuff in there!!!! Yeah! We were going to buy another vehicle next year, a mommy vehicle, but now we don't have to! *cartwheels, because my fat ass can't do them in real life lmao*
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